Oh crap...!

Uh, okay...this is seriously a dumb post. I really have nothing much to say today and if you're wondering why I'm even posting this, its for the sake of updating my blog =p.

Oh, wait!  I think I'm getting some inspiration now....mmmm! Got it..!
Its not a dumb post after all.. I'll fill you in with what happened this morning when I was discussing about my studies and stuff with my dad. I was alone with my dad in the car (alone as in , my mum wasn't around). We were going to McDonalds to get information about my transportation to get to work and stuff.(If you don't already know, I'm working in McD for now)
On the way back home though, my dad sort of brought up this topic on his own(thank God, I didn't know how to do it!) and yeah. I told him why he should send me to UTAR instead of Form 6. And he was saying that he doesn't think I've cultivated the "study discipline" yet. I have no idea what that it is.. But anyways, it hit me hard when he said that he wasn't even thinking about Form 6 previously. <which is why he bought me the application form for UTAR>. But now, thanks to my result, he said he had to consider it. His reason is that STPM is a government thing and that he doesn't have to pay for my studies until I start with my degree studies. But I had to say that I didn't feel secure enough about Form 6, I don't even think I'd be able to do well in the exam. STPM simply isn't my cup of tea. Then, my dad told me about his insecurity about me doing well in college. He said that he isn't sure if all the money he has to pay for my foundational studies will be worth it because if I don't do well every single cent will go down the drain..><! I get what he meant and it only makes me think that I will do well in college, that with God's help and guidence there's no way I wouldn't do well...