Monday, June 6, 2011

Tough Girl -yet fragile..



My feet tread upon this crooked glass
Waiting for the pain to pass.
The heart I hold is slowly bleeding
And yet it's still faintly beating.
I try to cry, but problem is I can't..
Not that I hold it in, its just how I'm tough.
But with you its so easy to break down.
I wonder: 
"Am I so vulnerable?"
Coming from my eyelids as a rushing flood.
Loneliness is all I have left...
My wishing star has faded, long ago.
I saw it disappear with the dawn.
Will I have this again?
Can you bring back an answer for me to see?
Dreams mutilated, my mind growing dark..
Still trying to hold on, you have made a mark
on me, in me...my memories.
I told myself before that I deserve better.
And yet I believed you deserved my trust..
Why do I still have faith in this pathetic state?
Maybe because thats what friends do..
I wait even after I am left behind;
hoping that someday you will turn around and see me, and say: 
SORRY, I'VE MISSED YOU, can you forgive my stupid mistakes?
Perhaps this is supposed to be my fate.
You are so far away; I miss your voice.
Whether you miss me back, its your choice.
I just want you to look behind......

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